If you must lose, I hope it is sorrow。 If you must forget, I hope it is trouble。
如果一定要輸,我希望是悲哀。如果你一定要忘記,我希望是麻煩。
There is always someone who doesn‘t like me。 What can I do, please in every way, or kill them?
總有人不喜歡我。我能做什麼,請用各種方式,或者殺死他們?
And your future, I only fantasized about it, but I didn’t really think about it because you wouldn‘t give it to me。
而你的未來,我只幻想過,卻沒有真正想過,因為你不肯給我。
Keep a diary, I don’t know whether it is a pen or a memory。
記日記,不知道是筆還是記憶。
Our story is not long, but it is enough for me to let go of my life。
我們的故事不長,但足以讓我放下生命。
Concerned that personal costs are too high, it is necessary to hold enthusiasm, bear disappointment, and waste time and spirit, which is probably a matter of steady loss and no profit。 I am afraid。
擔心個人成本太高,就要抱著熱情,承受失望,浪費時間和精神,大概是穩虧不盈的事情。我很害怕。
I want to take my son‘s name after yours。 If I can’t be my man, then be my son。
我想以你的名字命名我兒子。如果我不能成為我的男人,那就做我的兒子。
If this is the case, let go, why hurt。
如果是這樣,放手,何必傷害。
I‘ve seen you cry and laugh, but the last thing I want is to see you belong to someone else!
我見過你哭過,也見過你笑過,但我最不想看到的就是你屬於別人!
Is there someone who makes you red-eyed, but you still smile and forgive?
有沒有人讓你紅了眼,但你依然微笑著原諒?
I like to see you don’t like me, and I can‘t get rid of my appearance。
我喜歡看到你不喜歡我,我擺脫不了我的樣子。
I’m really fragile, and I can‘t hold on to my confidence without you。
我真的很脆弱,沒有你我堅持不了自己的自信。